Monday, July 9, 2012
Something Fun ... 47/99
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Break my heart for what breaks Yours!
Thankful today that God is bigger. And, in case you didn't know, He is better. :) God doesn't make mistakes. He took me to Ethiopia for a reason.
So... here I am, one year later and my world is completely changed. Now, don't get me wrong. I am still the same Nicci. The same sinner. But, God is transforming my life in ways that some days still takes my breath away.
Before leaving last year, I often prayed the very simple prayer that God would break my heart for what breaks His. I wanted to know His pain. I wanted to see it. I wanted my eyes to be opened to it in a very real and tangible way. Well, let me just say that God blew that prayer out of the water. By day 2 of the trip, my heart was shattered. I was completely broken. I was helpless and I felt very alone. I just couldn't understand and I no one to turn to but my God. And, God, in His gracious, loving way, began truly revealing Himself to me. And, in the course of that week, He showed me His heart for His people and His need for His people. It was in that short week that I was in Addis Ababa that His true call for my life really began to resonate in my heart.
After returning home, I knew exactly why God had taken me to Ethiopia. I knew it with every fiber of my being. But, I just couldn't speak it. Because saying it out loud made it REAL and most importantly, it would take ALL of me. That requirement as a Christian was something I was still working out. Ha! Who am I kidding? What do you mean when you say that You want ALL of me, Lord? I am still working on that giving 100% of myself. My biggest fear is that I will always be working on this and always failing. I am sure thankful that I have Savior who loves me anyway. Anyway, after a few months, I began "whispering" what I felt God's calling on my life was with a few, close friends. But, I had to be careful, because, if I said it TOO loud, it would be more real. And, more real, frankly, scares the (insert explicit here) out of me. STILL!
It wasn't until January. JANUARY! 6 months after my initial return from Ethiopia, that I was able to
speak it. (barely) For six months, I held it in. Fear crippling the best thing that has ever happened to me. For six months, I allowed fear to overshadow God's amazing purpose for my life. Finally, in late January after some serious conviction from the Holy Spirit, I had to make it real. I had to share it. And, so I did. Slowly. Very......very.....very....slowly. But, what God is continuing to show me is that it is real. His plan for my life is very, very real. So real some days that fear fills up in my throat and threatens to choke me. But, I trust Him and I want to give Him my all.
And, so, my friends, what I have been trying to tell you with teeth chattering, words stumbling, and heart racing is.... My ALL for Him is in Ethiopia. On long-term mission. Using my God-given talents to serve the street kids whom I love so much. But, more importantly, whom He loves so much. Serving Him.
I am in the "pipeline" to go full-time. There I said it. :) Whew. God has placed a special calling on my heart to reach the street children through education. I don't have the details worked out. I don't have the foggiest clue what all this means. But, I know, with every bit of me, that He is in this and He will show me the way. I ask that you pray that He will continue to open the doors and show me exactly what He wants. His desires for His glory, that is my prayer. Will you pray with me?
In the meantime, please pray for our short term team that is leaving on Thursday to go and serve these sweet faces in Addis Ababa. It may be my last "visit" before I make this place my home and I am praying that God will continue dissolving the "polaroid picture" and showing me His exact plan. Also, looking forward to seeing God work in our entire team, especially the first timers. It wasn't so long ago that I was a "first timer" and I look forward to God breaking their hearts for what breaks His, just as He has mine. Thank you for walking this journey with me. Your prayer carries me.
Friday, April 27, 2012
Paint Party for Ethiopia
So... on May 18th at 6:30pm, our team will be hosting a paint party, in an effort to raise support for our entire team. Learn step by step from team member and artist, Jane Crain, how to paint an angel painting while enjoying time to fellowship with friends and family!
The cost is only $25.00. However, we are only able to sell tickets in advance to make sure that we have enough supplies for the event. Men, women, and children 10 years and older are invited! As I said, all of proceeds will go to help our team take a 10 day journey to Ethiopia to serve the street children of Addis Ababa alongside The Forsaken Children and Ethiopian ministry, Onesimus, to share lasting hope with the least of these.
If you are interested, please contact me at niccifeathers@gmail.com and I will be glad to get you a ticket. Also, if you cannot attend and you'd like to make a donation, please let me know.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Spring Break 2012
First on my agenda was heading to the "Shack Up Inn" in Clarksdale, Mississippi to celebrate Miss Virginia and her upcoming nuptials!!! It was a definite treat and something I recommend people trying if they are looking for a different kind of fun. On their website it says, "The Ritz, We Ain't" and I will completely have to agree. But, what it lacks in luxury, it makes up for in culture and charm. There were 9 of us divided into two houses and it was PLENTY of space!
It was nice to relax in the sunshine, reading a good book, and enjoying the company of friends! I did an awful job of taking pictures! But here are a few details from our trip!
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
His Promise
“And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:7
I am clinging to this hymn today:
Standing on the promises of Christ my King,
Through eternal ages let His praises ring,
Glory in the highest, I will shout and sing,
Standing on the promises of God.
Standing, standing,
Standing on the promises of God my Savior;
Standing, standing,
I’m standing on the promises of God.
Standing on the promises that cannot fail,
When the howling storms of doubt and fear assail,
By the living Word of God I shall prevail,
Standing on the promises of God.
Standing on the promises I now can see
Perfect, present cleansing in the blood for me;
Standing in the liberty where Christ makes free,
Standing on the promises of God.
Standing on the promises of Christ the Lord,
Bound to Him eternally by love’s strong cord,
Overcoming daily with the Spirit’s sword,
Standing on the promises of God.
Standing on the promises I cannot fall,
Listening every moment to the Spirit’s call
Resting in my Savior as my all in all,
Standing on the promises of God.
“The Lord your God is with you,
He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you,
He will quiet you with his love,
He will rejoice over your with singing.”
Zephaniah 3:17